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"We're gonna get married one day." I told him with a smirk. Ryan rolled his eyes with a laugh, "You keep thinking that, Bren." ~ I met Ryan Ross through my best friend Spencer Smith when I was 15. The two had known each other their entire lives & were practically family. It didn't take long for Ryan and I to become friendly with each other. We'd tease each other, similar to the way kids in elementary school would when they liked each other. The relationship we displayed in front of Spencer was totally different than the one we had going on through text messages. We'd send flirty texts back and forth into the wee hours of the night. A smile

Let's state the obvious: December 25th has got to be the worst day of the year for anyone of the Jewish faith. As a Jew, I get eight nights of presents but I don't have ANY Jewish friends I can celebrate with. All of my friends will be singing Christmas carols while I'm eating some burned latkes made by my Grandfather who can only speak Yiddish. Fucking great. It's the fifth night of Hanukkah and my parents got me an iTunes gift card which is pretty cool, I guess. It's also Christmas Eve. I'm browzing through some songs & apps, looking for anything remotely interesting to maybe drop a $1.99 on when I get my annual Christmas party invite text